Ray I know you were with me last night a your Mass. And being the Solemnity of Christ the King was even better. Look at my faults Ray. Unable to make rash decisions, losing myself, lowering myself. I am very lonely and my family is no help but you knew this from your letter. I just wish you were here. I know you have created me some great findings as I have found...Billy Hurley etc...thank you for that. The days are going too slow for me Ray. I'm tired now. Love and miss you so. XXXXXXXOOOOOOO