Ray HAPPY VALENTINES DAY my love. Please assist me in money decisions. I am at the point.....one thing can send me over. Look at the debt Richie put me in. My RA diagnosis, no supportive family, you and Eric gone. What the hell am I still doing here???????? I still feel awful I couldn't save you or my son....Richie won't let me see Valentina and she will be 4. After all we did for them the advantage he took from us/me. Very hard to bare. Please ask God to help me. For you are closer to him than i. I love you rest of my days. XXXOOO Davio's on VD. Thank you for everything you ever did for me and my kids.