Ray. As you can see it's been very hard without you. See all the awful decisions I've made, all the people who abandoned me. What Richie has done, pray for him. But I remember what you said and I read your letter I am an Island. Just hard. Can't believe I couldn't save you and Eric. Breaks my heart. I just wished I prayed more. Please look over me with my son and ask God to come into my dreams with Eric. I hope it's everything we talked about. I love you Ray. I always will I miss talking to you, our puzzles. Rest in peace. XXXOOO See you soon.