Raymond going out with a person I don't care about I can't get dressed because I think I'm going out with you. Very hard except with a drink. I love u so and I see you looking at all this stuff I'm going through. Too much. I tried as you can see, need to give up. I will be thinking about you tonight. Short night. See all the wolves prey upon me. Love you and miss you so. xxxooo hug Eric and Father Okeke.